is just being with the only person who fucking makes me sincerely happy too much to ask for?
ugh stop cryingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT I MISSED OUT ON MAKING AN AMAZING BEST FRIEND AND NOW SHE’S GONE AND NOW I’M SAD AND NOW I FEEL LIKE I’M NOT ALLOWED TO BE SAD SO I JSUT FEEL BAD
uck fuck fu
i just read through the conversation i had with her on thursday
i’m crying so hard wow
ugh I just scrolled down her page and saw all the RIP messages and great now I’m crying
God fucking damn it I never thought hannah would end up actually committing suicide I don’t even know what to do this is dumb this is so dumb